Friday, September 29, 2006

Whats up on the Whats Up?

Yo!Yo!Yo!
I have been thinking whats up with the gangster talk going on between us? To much Brandon, Cody, and Derril. Anywho! Word! to my Homies! Yeah and whatever! I love the x-lebres thing. Although I don't feel like I can write while im around all theese amazing people! OK Big Announcement!!!! The Love of my life is Channing Tatum the Guy off of the new movie Step Up! I Will and I repeat Will Marry this Gorgeos Creature! Dreams, I know they are never a reality at leaste in my life! O well back to my rather boring uneventful life, no just kidding my life is actually going pretty good right now! School is goin good cant wait to get my CNA and my new car, Hey I deserve it after all the hell I have been through! Kudos to God becasuse I dont know where I'd be without him!!!!! Well, Jiles has a new girlfriend and is moving on with his life like we never exsisted! Isn't that so kind of him? But you know what I have come to realize that I can perfectly live with out him. I dont need him to survive. He isn't the Jiles I fell in love with, he has changed so much and someone who uses you and takes advantage of you, dosen't really love you anyway! Christie a.k.a. Jiles new girlfriend may have a mind and a body but she dosent have his Heart!!!!! Especially when he calls her my name how embaressing!!!! I would so not go out with someone who calls me their x's name! He has known her for like 2 and half months and said he already said he wouldnt be suprised if he marries her! Yeah Ok!!!! He apperently doesn't have his head screwed on right!!! Well the stanza from the song "You'll think of me" by Keith Urban, sends the PERFECT mmessage out! " Someday I'm gonna run across your mind, But don't worry, I'll be fine, I'm gonna be alright! While you're sleeping with your pride Wishing I could hold you tight, I'll be over you, and on with my life!" So here's to a New Begining, A better road ahead. Maybe not heart-break free one but one with better descisions, and more carefulness on who I give my heart to!!!!! And MAJOR KUDOS to being Single. Shout out to my homegirl, WORD!!!!! Love you! Chow!!!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

"The Sick Rose" By William Blake

O Rose, thou art sick.
The invisable worm
That flies in the night
In the howling storm

Has Found out thy bed
Of crimson joy,
And his dark secret love
Does thy life destroy.