Why is that everything has to happen to me? Or at least why does it seem like it?
I lost a friend today over a Mis-understanding. Am I really that big of a failure to where everytime I care about someone they up and leave. I cant take it anymore!
And I know things happen for a reason. Buthow can I fall in love with someone I hardly know or never even met?
Why do I fall for people who are basically loosers?
Do I have USE ME! Written all over me? WTF???
I cant take it anymore No more will I get close or feel sorry for anyone!
How can I not Care Im not that kind of person!
What do I do?
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Like I don't even know!
I tear my heart open I sew myself shut,
My weakness is, is that I care to much!
My scars remind me that the past is real!
I tear my heart open,
Just to feel!
My weakness is, is that I care to much!
My scars remind me that the past is real!
I tear my heart open,
Just to feel!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
I wish you enough!
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright
no matter how grey the sun may appear,
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more,
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit
alive and everlasting,
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest joys
in life may appear bigger
I wish you enough to satisfy your wanting,
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess,
And I wish you enough hello's to get you through the final goodbye!
no matter how grey the sun may appear,
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more,
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit
alive and everlasting,
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest joys
in life may appear bigger
I wish you enough to satisfy your wanting,
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess,
And I wish you enough hello's to get you through the final goodbye!
Monday, October 02, 2006
You know who you are!
This time taking it away
Ive got a problem
With me getting in the way
My final sign So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain bleed bleed
This state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way to far
All this time Ive been waiting
Now I cannot grieve anymore
For whats in side awaking
My god Im not a whore!
Youve taken everything
And now I cannot give anymore
My minds done with this
Ok I got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back whats mine?
So I take my time guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vain bleed bleed
this state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating,
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
Ive got a problem
With me getting in the way
My final sign So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain bleed bleed
This state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way to far
All this time Ive been waiting
Now I cannot grieve anymore
For whats in side awaking
My god Im not a whore!
Youve taken everything
And now I cannot give anymore
My minds done with this
Ok I got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back whats mine?
So I take my time guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vain bleed bleed
this state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating,
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
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