Thursday, December 21, 2006

I can't help but feel used by you! When I needed you the most you left!
When lifes road got rough you pulled to the side and parked!
Yes I know you were scared, but so was I! We are both to young to handle a
responsibility of such Magnitude but its not my fault you are to blame as well!
See, you had the choice to leave me I would be stuck with the decision, and have to live with it every day the fact that my entire life got put on hold and totaly changed because of some
imature ignorant choice we made! You didnt have to stay then again would of you?
Would you live up to be the man you made of yourself?
We took this with a leap of faith, or was it faith? You say you have thought about it for a long time and You have decided that you love me...........You have said that before! Do I let myself believe you? I feel as if Im loosing you but as much as I hate to say this, maybe its for the better!
Maybe God had this happen for a reason to teach us a lesson! Hopefully that through this all we become closer and stronger! I love you and I know that deep down you love me as well!
God brings people into our lives for reasons that we may not curently understand, He has a purpose for all He does! And its up to us to go with the flow or fight it!
They say if you let it go and it comes back to you then you know its truly meant to be!
I will always be here for you regardless, wherever our path may lead us.
Gods will be done in our lives!