Am I Doing The Right Thing?

I blocked and unblocked repeatedly trying to keep the ball in my court. I wanted to scare him bad enough, but things are not going to change not even after the worst breakdown so far. Not a clue except about himself the only one he seems to care about well you know what? That couple can be there for him and take my place, cause they never visited him in the hospital when he almost died or at all that I know of and yet I'm still on the back burner. Well screw the stove Im hopping off. I deserve better I am worth it I keep repeating to myself. Plus anyone who makes me respond to my loved ones in anger doesn't have a place in my life. So goodbye for now we shall see what the future holds but my little one is my priority. I guess it's gonna have to hurt, I guess I'm gonna have to cry, And let go of some things I've loved, To get to the other side, I guess it's gonna break me down, Like falling when you try to fly, It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, Starts with goodbye.